Sometimes You Don’t Realise Until It’s In Front Of You…

Ok I’ve been bitching about the hip and yes I’m the only one in Australia that has to have a hip replacement yea right, but in saying that I’m going forward with my attitude towards it… Handling it better and staying positive but there is another key and one it took until tonight to understand it better or appreciate what’s in front of my lot better… it was so simple my Grandkids, My Daughter her Husband Tex, and my son Wade when his finger is not sore he rings me not very often but once he does he has a good chat and tells me that he loves me which is important to me more so because he really means it and that’s so good to me.

My Granddaughter knocks on my door every morning around 6.30am… Knock, knock, knock Pop Pop… Knock Knock Knock Pop Pop this goes on until I open the door…it might take some encouragement from my daughter come on dad opens the door, Mmm it takes 10 minutes to get out of bed Lol… and then Ava comes in I help her onto the bed she gives me a cuddle and chats away with me finishing off with Pop… and then we go down to the kitchen I put Ava In her seat and help Toots (my daughter) with breakfast… Toots always ask am I ok anything she can get for me today, outcomes Kado he is not a morning person and his 11 Mmmm cracks me but he always gives me a hug with are you ok Pop... yea mate… he follows with good love ya Pop… Sometimes ill take Kado to school or pick him up to help Toots out… and every day Kado said’s Pop I don’t expect you to do this with ya leg... I love your company mate it is good hey Pop Lol…

Tonight it really hit me fuck mate you have these guys in front of you being a massive part of your life and really do love you… I have an 11-year-old that’s going on twenty but is so much fun with his witty humor with a bit of my sarcasm love that guy…Kado is a lot like Wade in a lot of ways but that’s so good it’s like watching my son grow through his kids days again… Ava wow what a great joy of life for eighteen months she is like a little tornado but a fun one at that… she will hit on my sore leg and laugh ill pretend I’m crying and then I get this cuddle with a little kiss Oooo Pop… because I’m home most days Ava and I spend a lot of time together… I have an 80 inch Tv on comes Netflix straight on to her shows she dances away to them I just watch with joy…

So instead of fucking bitching about the hip and leg I need to see what I have and how lucky I am to have such a great family of support with the ages of 33 down to 18 months but all unique in their ways and habits… be positive have a great attitude look forward to what’s ahead with these guys, after all, I preach it to them Hahaha… my daughter is so happy that the kids and I are so close... Kado is my best little mate and Ava is like Tara was when she was a little girl very special and we had a very strong bond... when she was 9 she would sit on my knee put her hands on the side of my face with words it will be ok dad we will get through this… it all ways brought tears to my eyes how sincere she was followed by a kiss and a smile come on dad lets go and feed the horses Hahaha loved it.

Some people search their whole lives to find what i have in life with their Kids & Grankids.

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Yes, I’m going to finish off with I’m a pretty lucky guy in so many ways… I might not have a lady or be in love fuck another story Lol… but I have 3 young humans that treat me with the greatest of respect and love me for the person I am… and the grandkids what can I say just that I will keep positive, have a great attitude and get back on my feet to spend another 30 years with them Hahaha Mmm that would be so good Lol.

Happiness Is Feeling Lucky To Have You Guys In My Life.

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I’m Back Hahaha Life is so good.

#Lifeat63…

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